emo

sometimes i wonder if i'm even allowed to be emo. 
                                         or depressed.


                  ppl around me can.


     i should be allowed to too, right? 

Liar Liar Pants on Fire

i really dont mean to, but i sometimes make a liar of myself. i'm sorry if u were one of those that think i am. i'm sometimes just too forgetful or things dont work out the way i had planned it. i'm sorry.

i've got issues and i'm working them out.

reminder to self: what doesnt kill me makes me stronger.

Possibilities

have been wanting to sing this to someone. but don't think i have the nerve to do it in person. so here it is. 

don't give me hope if there's nothing to this | possibilities

Restless

This is another one of my comebacks. LOL!

it's about a year -ish since i last posted something, and since that time, i've been restless.

been fighting things that i cant see. like voices coming from the inside of me and like doing things i find hard to believe in. am i myself or am i dreaming?
i try to hide it not to let it show.

but i'll be waiting, anticipating, all that i aim for, what i was made for. with every heart beat, all of my blood bleeds. running inside me. looking for you.

You know better then I.

:)

p/s: i will once again try to be more consistent. try.

Walk with me?

today is the last day of cny, but oso it's CHAP GOH MEI (Chinese Valentine's Day)...

FB status: the nights's a sparkling with a beautiful moon.

It was a (i feel) foiled attempt at being poetic about a round beautiful moon.  hah...

but seriously, the moon is beautiful!! It's moonlight shine in the sky, lighting up the night. making the night sparkle. .. now let ur imagination run wild: add a few firefly. with a few (or one, if you like) chosen ppl. park with trees n no mosquitoes (u really need ur imaginations here). it would be a night!!

do u think i can find someone willing to take a walk with me? :)

Valentine's Day

hmmm.. what's there to say about it?

traditionally, ppl celebrate it with their so called other half?


BUT i say, in my books, its an excuse to spend time with ur loved ones. ♥

Mine was spent with my family. it was a great time n really appreciate it, cuz 'I Miss U ALLLLLL!!!' :')

♥♥

so yea, it's not about being in 'wuve' or having a special some1 to spend valentines' with. there's no point feeling down about not having that. GO spend time with frens/family that love u.

so, Happy Valentine's Day y'all! =)  

 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Have u ever

been in a mood so down, that u wanna be alone?
but at the same time, u feel that u wanna talk to someone.


tried not to think of someone (or 2/3/4/5..someones.), 
but at the same time, wished that they'd hav telepathy n noe u wanna speak with them?


things i do when i'm sad n moody:
1. think of eating.
2. think of playing.
3. think of talking to some 1 to ease the lonely feeling that will come in the midst of being in the sad zone.
4. think of not seeing/talking to anyone.
5. think of all the work, n not do it.
6. think of spending money. lots of it.

i wanna buy MacBook Pro, iPad n ice cream.